October 9th, 2017
Lately, I love the little things
Lately, I can’t ignore them
Lately, I also attempt to scorn them
The smile of friendship starting
The smile of a joke continued
The smile perhaps of misunderstanding
Misunderstood in the past. Now notwithstanding?
Misunderstood, the fear of it, taking over my planning
Misunderstood because of fear of misunderstanding
Living too far into the future
Living with my fears of bringing my past along
Living cannot happen if I drag this on
Subdued thoughts
Subdued actions
Subdued for too long brings compression
Compression, holding back my heart
Compression, keeping myself from ever giving my heart
Compression, lurking in the corner to explode, implode
Hopes that I have once had, moved on
Hopes that moving on is no longer my forever journey
Hopes that I may rest, that I myself am who I really am
The longing mixed with patience
Patience mixed with fear
Fear mixed with longing
Spinning. Around. Stopping.
The words of my heart
The beats of my heart with
One glance
A tone of voice
My name
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